| twice in a week. that's quite a miracle for me since i haven't posted regularly in awhile. i am so glad school is done. the more i think about it, the more i want to just move on. i'm starting to think growing up may not be quite so scary. dare i say it...i think i'm almost ready to grow up. scary to write that...let alone, say it out loud.
i'm seriously over boys. lame. that's all i'm going to say. the day i find a guy who is a semi-adult, i will snatch him up. no lie. that's all i want anymore. i used to have this list of hundreds of things i required (for example: good teeth (that would still be nice), intelligent, no hairy neck, christ follower, taller than me, etc.) now all i really want is someone who is mature, will like me, and who loves jesus and his mommy. is that just too frickin' much to ask for? i say not. until i find said man, i will wait. and if i don't find him, fine. whatever. if that's god's plan for me, i'm ok with that. i am not ok with wasting my time. i'm done wasting time worrying/waiting. if it comes, it comes. if not, fine. i will surround myself with people who love me and respect me. for me. and that's it.
i'm done. i don't know if/when i will post again, but this is where i am at this point in my life. this is me. now. like that j lo cd. she titled it, this is me, now. it may change next week, or tomorrow. who the hell knows. not me, but for now, this is it. love me. hate me, think whatever. this is me. i'm happy with it. if you're not, don't talk to me. if you are, get on board. chooo chooo. |
